i wish i could be the only one feeling my own pain.
it hurts more when you know the other is hurting because of you..
for you..
with you.
i have come back from dying so many times.
i wonder why.
what do i have to do in this world.
what i want,
i don’t get.
why can i not just go away.
the world does not end.
the world will not end.
my world has crumbled into pieces.
the worst thing?
i still believe in the dream i had.
i believe in my dreams.
i have no reason to.
but i do.
i believe in the fairy tales.
in the princess who i will kiss and wake up.
in the love that we have.
in the truth of our fate.
in the moments that we lived.
in the words that i spoke.
in the dreams that we dreamt.
in the nights we filled with fireworks.
in the mornings we woke up to the eternal sunshine.
in the God who disappoints me.
in the strength of my blind faith.
in the happiness i am destined to get.
in the tears that fall from my eyes.
i believe.
